paralysis

people typically have fear, whether they desire it or not. i would be so bold as to make the argument that some sort of fear lives in every human being, and no can escape it in totality. over the past couple of months i have grown to loathe this joy robbing emotion of fear. it hinders me. i sit completely still, thinking if i make no movement then i will bring about no wrong. i am terrified to act. what if i move, just to be pushed further back? every now and then i have an epiphany of sorts. it becomes so clear to me, all of it. i see clearly that my fear is foolish, and i dance in such freedom. however, i always seem to dive back into fear. i don't want fear, i want to abandon it.

on a different note, music liberates.