secrecy

this is a nice little video someone made for a song by paper route.

on another note, i sometimes find things, being pictures, films, songs, etc, that stir me deeply. upon discovering them i feel as though life is worth living, and not just going through. however, i tend to keep these things to myself. i dwell on them, and soon, the sort of aesthetic high flees me. i desperately want someone to share these things with, however, i am cautious. i have revealed this part of my soul to people before only to receive a mediocre response. these things of beauty are so lovely to me that i just as soon keep them to myself. why reveal such sacred things to someone with no desire to take what is in front of them and sit in awe? is this too much to ask? perhaps not. possibly more on this later.