feature film

i am typically not a person in favor of movies. i enjoy them, occasionally, but i tend to just steer clear of them. however, these past days have proved otherwise. i have watched movie, after movie, after movie, after... well, you get the idea. something about a well written script and great cinematography has all of the sudden started to mean much more to me.

with all that being said, i desperately want to make a movie, but know i probably will not.

what is it about our dreams that make them so terrifying to chase after? i do not want to fail. i do not like giving myself to something, or someone, just to see that i have fallen short. however, we must not overlook the lessons learned in these instances. regardless, i want to make a movie but it seems so daunting, so unattainable. why bother? i don't have the right gear, time, finances, people; these are some thoughts invading my mind. dreams.

with all the being said, i desperately want to make a movie, and i might.