Tuesday, April 07, 2009

spoon, fork, knife.

so, i am at a transition point in my life dealing with a break up, establishing where certain things fit into my life, not knowing where i am going with my life, and quitting my job. assuming anyone even reads this, i don't expect you to feels sympathy for me. i know all to well how hard the heart can grow. if i read this somewhere, it would not move me at all. regardless, it is all very difficult. i am tired of letting my dreams become dust as i sit semi-comfortably at a mediocre job, so i left. i don't know what the next step will be, and that proves terrifying, but also beautiful. i know i will wrestle with failure before i dance with success. this all must be done.

sanctification, the process of being made to look more look jesus, is a painful and gorgeous matter. it is a battle. however, this too must be done. it is a difficult task separating yourself from someone, or something, that has taken the place of the Almighty. it involves tears, sleepless nights, and faith.
hosea 6:1 proclaims, "come, let us return to the LORD; for he has torn us, that he may heal us; he has struck us down, and he will bind us up"

i trust.


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